forever till forever meets no end

Thursday, April 10, 2008 @8:32 PM

i am in an extremely sad, depressed, insane state at the moment. i swear i'm going to crack from stress at the moment.

1. i don't really understand how to calculate chemistry moles.
2. i don't understand functions for maths
3. gym concert is freaking coming
4. SINGAPORE OPEN IS BLOODY THIS WEEKEND
5. sheng lao shi basically left me with no option but to say i would perform together with wenjun.

bull shit my life is gone ok i shouldn't be complaining since i don't have physics pt to do. but omg i'm so tired from working and stressing and trying to do work up to my expectations which is something i've been failing horribly at.

after getting back maths results i seem to have lost my motivation to put in more effort for maths cause it seems like even when i put in the effort like alot, i didn't do as well as i hoped. gah omg i need to stop complaining.

but what is currently irking me the most is that i really want to go for class outting on monday cause its a wonderful school declared holiday which means i can actually relax for once and since there's a class outting why not go and bond with 304? since 304 is such an awesome class which i love so much. but oh no thats not god's plan for me cause apparently suddenly there is gym concert final full dress rehearsal which i know that regardless of how much i say i want to skip and just be with my class i will go for the rehearsal in the end. don't ask me why i can't just be horrible and pon it i think its not in my nature. shit ass i want to go for class outting or just go out with tan hui ning, eunice goh, charlene, or some others to watch a movie or something. i mean its a school delcared holiday i think mrs meredith so totally right in saying some of us are gonna crack already lah. like helloo? quek wants to bite eye balls. -.-

ok i need to shut up and move on and stop whining. gawd. i need to let out the steam.